Pursue of happiness

It is a way to express my felling in a big room and it is half empty room, now.
I know the word lonely for long time ago. For me, It is just like walking alone and eating alone in nowhere.
My friend said that she like the song with title pursuit of happiness. Yeah, I know that song then I listen and digest the lyrics as well.
It is an honest story which I can put my story into it too. The lyrics of Leessang-Pursuit of Happiness:

After waking up at 3pm, my body is heavy – I did a lot last night
Recorded for 20 hours, haven’t really eaten properly and my inside are burning a lot but
It is okay, the track turned out well, my passion that I poured out in this tiny space
Soon it will bring me fame and money, as it always has
So I can’t rest, not a day, not a minute, if a great song is produced
Even if my body wastes away, I don’t care, even if I get a mental disease
If a good track is produced, I don’t care if I go crazy
The legend of this era, the acknowledgement of everyone, the big brother of music
I open my own door of happiness

It shakes and wakes up me. I am in the battle field right now.
I am walking on the road with mission to pursue my owndoor of happiness. Unfortuneltey, the darkness cover off my eyes to see that door. In this battle, I never put full of my effort to accomplish it.
Pernah kah bekerja nonstop selama beberapa jam saja demi mengerjakan kewajiban dan memikirkan yang dikerjakan adalah baigan dari jalan setapak yang mengantarkan ke pada pintu kebahagian nantinya. NO
Pernah kah sampai larut malam mengerjakan kewajiban atau menambah ilmu pengetahuan dengan membaca buku dan karenanya lupa waktu tidur dan makan jadi tidak teratur, NO
Pernah kah mata merah karena kelelahan atau kurang tidur, pinggang sakit yang di sebab kan terlalu lama duduk, atau anggota badan tertentu yang terlupakan kenyamanan nya demi mengerjakan kewajiban, NO
Pernah kah terbayang tugas yang lama belum di kerjakan dan harus segera di kerjakan tepat pada waktu dan merasakan kepuasan tersendiri setelah selesai mengerjakan nya, NO
Pengen nya nanti hidup enak
Pengen nya nanti uang datang dalam jumlah yang banyak
Pengen nya segala kebutuhan tercukupi
Pengen nya nanti bisa membahagiakan orang di sekitar sekiranya mereka tidak usah khwatir lagi kalau ada masalah yang berhubungna dengan materi

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